Reality is often a terse contender with bitter sweet aftertaste of the best moments, that can’t be undone, or redone.
Life is full of the things we want to hear,
and the things that are hard to hear,
and even more difficult to bear
“You’re choosing the way to live every day for the rest of your life,
every day until you die. I wouldn’t do this”
I love you, in the empty corridors of my mind, filled with ideals and illusions of everything you’re not, and everything you could never be. I took you and you didn’t match up against the fantasy, but i kept you anyway because you were like the best ray of sunshine in the universe. There isn’t a word to explain the depth of hurt that courses in me, i have no words. Because there isn’t a scale for pain and hurt.
Don’t hurt yourself revisiting illusions. Reality is what meets us afterall. With that crashing of thunder in our hearts.